Sooooo... recently I have become extremely depressed and anxious, so much so that is interfering with my social life. I started scratching my wrists until they bleed, as I didn't have a razor. I was in a bad place and I didn't want to burden anyone with my problems, so I came to the world of social media. I made an account especially for writing down my thoughts and problems and some people contacted me saying they could help. They were helping a little bit, but I couldn't help but continue to feel depressed. I continued to scratch my wrists, until I watched some of onision's videos on cutting, they helped me realise what I was doing and I managed to stop. I still sometimes go back to my old ways, but he helped me realise what I was doing in reality.
I still haven't gotten over any of my mental health problems, but onision inspired me to get help, to tell someone I trusted what was going on and I did. So I'm on the track to recovery and onision played a big part in the journey.
I'm glad onion boy helped you. I'm about 2 years into my recovery process too you're gonna slip up from time to time but that's okay. Just remember the road you want to go down. Try to get back on track. THERE IS A LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL I PROMISE!!!! blah blah blah more cliche s***. (even though it is cliche it still is true). ♥♥♥
Post by awkwardphantom on May 14, 2017 21:22:47 GMT -8
Its been about two years since I've self harmed, but I've been in therapy for anxiety and depression for about 5 years. I understand the feeling of not wanting to bother anyone with your problems, that they won't care, that someone could have it worse. If you try to deal with it on your own it will eat you from the inside out. Please reach out.