I don't know what to do!! May 4, 2017 7:32:20 GMT -8 via mobile
Post by on May 4, 2017 7:32:20 GMT -8
I would just like to start out by saying you are the only person that can help. I'm 16 years old and I'm the "trouble maker type." My mom is always yelling at me and calling me names, but it seems like the only thing you can do when your being verbally abused is to just take it. NO ONE cares! I tried to get help from a "trusted adult" at the school I go to many times but they don't do anything. I've run away many times before but when I come home my mom makes me feel like I did that for no reason. I tried to get in touch with my dad.. and he told me, "well then don't argue with her no more. Get a job and deal with it. I can't have no little girl at my place all day." (He has horrible grammar, I wrote that word for word) I have been kicked out of my house countless times and kicked out of 3 schools. I have been sad since about 4th grade. I have recently gotten in contract with a therapist (which I'm forbidden to go to) and they discovered I have major depressive disorder. They said they would need to talk to me in person to really know... but since I'm not allowed to go I didn't respond. I'm also 110% not Christian and my mom doesn't know, she is always saying how horrible you are to cut "God" out of your life. I'm not apart of the LGBT community but if my friend is gay her and if my dad is around, him too, make fun of them. A few days ago I was doing the dishes and I accidentally cut myself on a very sharp knife, but the weird thing is, yes I felt pain but I didn't feel anything emotionally. Seeing that much blood would normally make me freak out, but the other day I didn't really care, I didn't even try to stop it. I had to get stitches. That's it, there's more to the story but if I write it down it will turn into a book.