Post by carryonwaywardson on Apr 25, 2017 18:53:22 GMT -8
Hi. So I was originally supposed to have two older siblings, a half brother and a sister, but both of them were miscarried. My mom didn't tell me about my sister until I was 12, and I found out about my brother a couple of months ago. It really hurts me because I've always begged for a sibling to keep me company because both of my parents work nonstop and I get really lonely. When I was a little kid, I never had the luxuries of having mom play dolls or dress up or whatever crap moms are supposed to do with their daughters, because she was always working. I always had to entertain myself and I got extremely lonely. I still am extremely lonely. My extreme loneliness has led to bipolar depression. When I'm alone, I'm really depressed and sometimes suicidal, but when I'm with people, I'm the most energetic optimistic person in the room. Just needed to vent. Thanks.
Post by cubeissleeping on May 19, 2017 19:08:42 GMT -8
I am the oldest of three miscarriages myself and, well, the truth is undeniably hard, but know this; you're extremely lucky to be alive today. Cherish every moment life grants you and look forward to days when you can look forward. Take care and note that you are very brave for conveying this. I hope this means something to you.