I've broken up (lol got dumped) with my first girlfriend. I thought she was 'the one,' but reality hit me in the face and made me bleed tears.
She thinks that I don't 'understand her feelings' at all and that she had 'expected too much from me.'
I tired telling her that I *did* understand her, but she just said that I 'won't understand.'
So that broke my heart, and for three months, I haven't been able to heal. The pain is still fresh, and it stings like a bitch.
I still love her, and that's making it harder for me to forget her. No matter what I try to think of, I cannot hate her. She is perfect.
Goddamnit, can somebody teach me how to hate?
Bro, love isn't a a mindset, it's a decision that embodies your whole being. I don't think "hating" her is going to get you anywhere. My only advice is to learn to love yourself, get your self esteem up, exercise, learn music, study, read something; do things that make you feel better about yourself. You were born alone, you'll leave this planet alone, therefore you don't need anyone to be happy!