Yeah I'm the same. I'm not gonna kill myself but like... blah. I feel like I don't belong on EARTH. Like I want to be somewhere else in space... on other planets, with other life forms... not here.
Train to be an astronauts, or a cosmonaut if youre a commie(no judge fam) if you want a friend Im here, Im more active on the other forum, but stull pm me if you want, if youre a kid many of us dont have hobbies, so get one, the one I alwags recommend are model rockets are model cars, they sound like old man tuings but they are fun as f***, if youre an adult I hear the armed forces can helo, try the coastguard